So I have been sitting here, wondering what I want to do with my life.
I mean this on a career level, since my personal life is set in stone.
My problem is, I really do not know what the hell I want to do when I grow up. And I am 25, I should know what I want to do. Right now, I do tech support for DSL installations. I do not want to do shit like this forever.
I used to want to get into game development. I was most interested in the artistic aspect of it, since I used to be into art. Well, that kinda died off, and I can never get motivate myself to take art up again. I know I could be good at it if I tried.
Software development? Nah. I do not know how to program.
Wed developer? Maybe, I was good at it once, but I can't see making any money doing this, especially after the dot com's blew up.
Retail sales? FUCK NO. I am a terrible sales person.
I can come up with a number of careers, and each one I can easily shoot down. I need to figure it out, because I want to know where I am going before it comes time to start a family. By the time I am 35, I want to have a house, a few kids, 2 nice cars, a dog or two, big ass fish tank in the living room, koi pond in the back, and a nice fat Internet connection with at least 3 computers attached. I want to live comfortably and be able to provide for my family without having to live from paycheck to paycheck. My problem is, how am I going to achieve this?
I can always go to school, that is no problem. The problem is, what do I study? I can't really think of anything I want to do.
I will keep waiting for a solution to my problem.



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